Today, I have felt worse than any other day I have been here so far (now six months). I think the weather today has been a contributing factor, but I have been under a lot of pressure too. 'David, we need you to come to see us in Coventry' someone said. There was no compromise. They wouldn't take it into account that in order to get to Binley Business Park it would be a six hour journey there and back...and once I got there, they probably wouldn't tell me anything I don't already know. I did ask to meet these people in Coventry city centre, but oh no, it has to be in Binley. I'm feeling emotional at the moment anyway, with it being so close to going back to Yorkshire to see my family who I haven't seen since Christmas. My brother is here now too and I feel some responsibility to be taking care of him. He'll be living here in Stratford soon enough and then I will see him much more often.